Midnight-terror1

As the title says i feel really out of place and to top it all of the thought of returning to school makes me feel nervous because I'll have new classes and I'm not sure if I'll see any of my friends like we did last year and it makes me kinda sad to think that. But of anything the thing that makes me more nervous is reentering society. As my about me thingy says I've become an introvert and thinking off interacting with people again makes me feel kinda weird but hopeful I'll get over that.....hopefully. Well know i feel all kinds of lonely knowing i haven't talked to any of my friends what so ever but I wouldn't text them because i don't fe

Never watch an animated movie when you have multiple personality disorder. I swear to jeebus they will ruin everything I'm just sittin there my laptop on my knees and the fucker decides to fucking be like 'hey where would his dick be' and I'm just sitting there like what the fuck man....just no man. This is why I have angry conversations with my personalities but other be thinking that I'm talking to myself *Grabs your computer monitor with crazy look on face* I AIN'T CRAZY! *Scoff* Rona: okay...sure...whatever you say. But yes I did ask that...hey it's an honest and legit question....so not a pervert just curiosity.

so that last journal lasted for about like two days, yup i'm back with my boo. I've bday updates. so i've made the decision to have a bday party here in el salvador for my family because in reality in all 14 years of my life they had never once had the chance to say happy birthday to me in person. I think it's about time they get the chance and fucking awesome party at the same time! But don't think I'm leaving the states out of my plan. I plan to have a mini party just for them and then in like May I'll come back and utilize the small amount of time in may after school ends and the two months of summer to prepare and have my party. I really